my head is pounding and i feel terribly nauseous, and i don’t know why. i haven’t been not-hungover sick in a long long time so i’m going to lie here and wallow in self-pity while i strive not to throw up on my clean sheets. i think this may be my body giving me the kick in the butt that i need; i am sick and tired of hating every little inch of it, as of tomorrow i am going on a health-detox to get everything shitty out of my system and try to turn a new leaf.